We all know life can get hectic
    But if you live in the second,
    You exist in the present
    And that’s how you stay connected
    Go through good times and hardships
    And if you learn to accept it
    And know that every struggle in life,
    Is there to teach you a lesson
    It’s times like this that make you
    It’s always the darkest part of the night, right before the sun has it’s break through
    The spirits there to knock you down,
    But if you make that the end
    You will never know the beauty
    Of being able to stand up again
    And face it, with patience,
    The Pace set is dealing
    With judgements and hatred,
    Depressed hopeless feelings
    But I’ve been told,
    You only create your own ceilings
    Life is limitless,
    And knowing this is what the spirit is

    That’s why I try to inhale deep, so I can find peace, and essence can find me
    That’s why I lose myself in these beats,
    Let myself become one with the drum and set myself free

    Whatever direction life leads me,
    There is a purpose behind it
    That’s the way it was supposed to be
    And any time you can turn over a new leaf
    Y’all know the truth,
    It’s up to us to use the key
    Been three years since my first album dropped
    It’s been fear that’s really got me stuck on the spot
    Not wanting to put out anything whack
    So inside of putting licks on my tracks,
    I put my lips to a sack
    Because it’s easier to spend your life drunk,
    And high on drugs
    Than to put everything on recording,
    And put it out to be judged
    We look for the audience,
    To put their hands up and show love
    But when they put their hands down,
    Our confidence really takes the plunge
    So instead of making music
    That people might not like,
    I went into isolation
    I traded my mic in for the pipe
    Started living the college life,
    Drinking and smoking every day
    Rationalizing to myself,
    That I was going through a phase
    Then I stopped,
    Thinking my music would take it’s place
    But when you live in fog,
    Inspiration is hard to create
    It takes more to get connected,
    Than to quit smoking every day
    And when I get frustrated I get a Swisher
    And get blown away
    Then all of a sudden it hit me,
    These kids are listening
    If I’m not making music,
    Then why the fuck am I existing
    How can I talk about the problems,
    Of some one else
    When I don’t have the motivation,
    And confidence to change myself
    It’s been so long since I really truly felt
    What it’s like to live without substances to help
    Massive struggle that’s natural to one’s health
    With addiction in my blood,
    I play the cards I was dealt
    The wind is the most calm,
    Right before the storm
    And when you least expect it,
    It doesn’t rain, it pours
    I swear to God you can never be warned
    Because with or without that umbrella
    Nature is still gonna take it’s course

    That’s why I try to inhale deep,
    So I can find peace, and essence just finds me,
    That’s why I lose myself in these beats,
    Put away the weed, And turn to my MPC

    If I could just, I would change
    If I could just, I would change
    If I could just, I would change
    If I could just, I would change

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